Until sitting down to write this opus, it did not occur to me to keep a log of when these anomalies occurred. However, I do recognize the value of documentation, and will begin making drawings of the shapes and positions of the energies I observe. In the event I observe an anomaly, I will try to record it in my drawings. In the meantime, here are some pretty drawings of energie (recognizing that "pretty" is a relative term).
I see adjustments happening before my eyes with people as they interact together or with me. I even see changes as their thought waves as they waver from topic to topic (it is actually kind of pretty and I think similar to the sensation others claim when seeing a rainbow; since I am colorblind I am not certain if I see it or feel it in the same way, but I feel the energie other express when they talk about it).
Certain topics emit specific energetic patterns. While I cannot “read” other peoples’ private thoughts (it's bad enough feeling the result of what they're thinking), I can see the patterns that emerge. If I know the individual, personally, I can fill in many of the missing gaps, so much so that it has caused people to ask me straight out what was going on. Having been full of school spirit, I can usually CHEER my way out of it by offering an entertaining explanation. I think it is from this compensatory tendency where my inner humorist arose.
Novelty is, from what I can tell, just a change in pattern. But like they say, Change is Good! .. and inevitable (except from a vending machine).
When individuals with lower energie levels behave in a manner that most would consider morally “wrong”, energetically speaking, it is actually their behaving in a manner that harmonizes their energies to the variance they experience between themselves and their environment. The variance comes from the difference in energie levels. This isn't always pretty, as they say, but it is understandable. Essentially, the lower one's energie level, the more work required to harmonize with external energies. Of course, the same could be said for someone with higher vibrations who chooses to interact in environments of lower or scattered energie. This is extremely uncomfortable, but it is akin to charity and sacrifice. When one lowers their energie, it feels like a sacrifice because the energie is being released instead of given (shape or form).
While I appreciate the perspective of those people believe this is akin to "doing good", I believe it is a higher form of appreciation for all life when we create things that help others rather than going around trying to do so with this distinct aim. This isn't to say that coming upon an energie in need doesn't trigger an automatic sharing mechanism, but using this sharing mechanism to relate to others exhausts the person of their energie and contributes to the heaviness of the energetic exchanges being experienced. When your natural energetic configuration is vibrating high, it lightens. It is from here that I prefer to interact with others. The mere experience raises everyone's vibrations smoothing out the frequencies from which we interact and communicate.
Essentially, the particles they pull from their environment do not remain fixed. This is what I presume compels these individuals to behave in a manner that is consistent with their continually pulling energie from their environment (others included therein).
Slowly, this resulted in a physical recovery from what one might call “illness”. Recognizing that this might be a slow process, I decided to try to bump up my own energetic treatment. Searching for complete patterns, which are found in many sources, including positive thoughts, words, and actions, I began surrounding myself with these highly charged energetic particles.
I believe this sped up my ability to reconstitute the energetic configuration I had before, which I would describe as one that vibrated intensely high. Fortunately for me, this level of vibratory expression does not happen continuously; if it did, it would be difficult to maintain my physical state without constant meditation and vigilance. Since I don't have time to completely and utterly indulge myself in that sort of activity and since I truly enjoy interacting with others from an insatiable intellectual curiosity about the nature of being, I prefer to forego what might energetically feel like perfect harmony for the simple pleasure of "being" in the world. I am happy just being or existing as Descartes might have said. It is one thing to read another's words, it is an entirely different level of experience to interact with them. Just as I would prefer to converse directly with Descartes, so too do I prefer to interact with others rather than indulge myself in meditative activities, even if those activities lift the energie levels of others who are in their presence. I like to think this is because I genuinely "like" people, but it the thought does cross my mind that I'm just not that evolved yet. LOL :D
On a practical level, this includes a variety of thoughts and actions, including regular exercise (without the burning desire to achieve physical perfection), a healthy but less heavy diet, harmonious perception of all interactions with others (even if only in one’s own mind), and creative expression (but not over-indulgence).
I often times laugh with my daughter about so-called “perfect people” saying that they are the first character to get "bumped off" of a movie or television show. In this respect, it seems like it might be important to have a little drama or conflict if one wishes to remain in an active state.
Unfortunately, once you get this down (or at least feel like you've got a handle on things), the body starts what appears to aesthetics as a downward descent in preparation for physical transformation. The second half of our lives is the one that prepares us for a significantly divergent energetic configuration.
Like any normal person, I don't like aging, but rather than trying to control the next state, I am devising ways to experiment with how I will arrive to it.